39 weeks

Next Monday will be Chance's original due date. I would prob be monstrous right about now. It makes me very sad thinking about the what ifs. I know it's a waste of time and emotions but those thoughts are always there. I think even more so lately because we're nearing the date.

I'm sitting here watching him enjoy sitting in his bouncer. He's such a cute boy. He's down to .1 liter on his breathing flow. They'll start attempting to wean his o2 shortly. Learning to bottle is slow progress. That is definitely our biggest prayer right now.

Lots of first holds these last couple says. Jocque's mom, dad, and sister.